Awake at last the night sustained.
Yet alone the night remains.
Vision clouded with an ebony shade.
Not to be cut with a single blade.
The day is here, though no one can see.
For blinded they will always be.
Nightmares scare those that sleep.
Yet for those awake they will creep.
A silent terror that makes it's mark.
To those in the light or in the dark.
Makes no difference who who you are.
For if your near or if your far.
The dark will find you, be sure of that.
There's no use in watching your back...
A boy lies on the ground.
Worn, beaten, and taken down.
Cruelty the game played.
Unjust, pure insanity convayed.
Through childhood it crept.
Ever so slightly within each step.
The attacker a confider.
But something inside her.
Motherly to some indeed.
Those to her are freed.
Like a virus, lays dorment.
When set off, torment.
The boy's only way to cope.
Finally a single ray of hope.
To trust in the living word.
Though it sound absurd.
Have mercy on me, God for I am treated harshly; attackers press me all day. My foes treat me harshly all day, yes many are my attackers. Oh most high, when I am afraid, in you I trust, I do not fe
Now I lay me down to Sleep.
Am I allowed to say this prayer? I have to place to sleep. Surely God only answers people with homes.
I pray the lord my soul to keep.
I know he won't answer me but I'll continue anyway. Would he want my soul? It's dirty like me and smells. I wouldn't want to make his kingdom dirty.
Guard me Jesus through the night.
Will I make it through the night. Why would he protect me?
Wake me with the morning light.
Please lord just let me sleep. I don't want to be hungry tomorrow. If I sleep I can dream of nice things.
And if I die before I wake.
Let me die. I'm not afraid.
I pray the lord my soul to take.
Lord if
I know it can be hard not knowing what to do.
Sometimes thinking is the hardest thing to do.
It's hard sitting there watching the world pass you by.
Watching and waiting as things dwindle and die.
Like a never ending flame lost in a sea of light.
One individual in for the fight.
Whether by choice or by chance the fight goes on.
Everyday isn't the same, though they begin with dawn.
As the night draws nearer so the sky turns dark.
Leaving an impression a lowly mark.
Whatever happens I want you to know.
I am here for you it's not just a show.
The emotions I give to you are the real deal.
I give you my heart, yours now to steal.
Hop
It was the beginning of a warm spring day in early April. The sun had not yet peeked over the horizon, but it was shooting beams of light into the cloudless gray sky. The world was still, as if holding its breath in anticipation. Not a leaf rustled, not a bird sang. Then, just as a film of gold appeared on the horizon, the screeching cry of a newborn baby was heard.
In a quaint cottage on the outskirts of Orodai, a son was born to Coia and Seorsa Naur. Seorsa lay in bed, exhausted yet glowing with joy. She held in her arms a tiny baby boy with a bit of golden fuzz on his head and eyes of royal blue. When she had gathered the strength to spe
Like a feather blowing in the breeze.
A slight wind going through the trees.
The feather hits the ground.
Not making a single sound.
In a cold dark forest it falls.
Where not even the ugliest creature crawls.
The words hit you like a feather
Making no impact in your life.
Putting all peoples words together.
Trying to gather, understand, and compile.
While your working through this denial.
Depression is no succession.
Just a game your mind plays.
Through some of the worst days.
Thoughts of killing surrounding you.
In getting rid of them you have no clue.
Dreams of a better place shattered.
Reopened by a place worn, beatten, an
In the dark all alone and afraid of what you see. Something there but nothing safe to be.
One second there another gone.
Yet something still seems wrong.
A fear still there an unearthly chill.
To know what lay ahead still.
Unknown to us that what we seek may lay within our grasp.
We may find out what we seek at last.
For the thing to be searched for in the dark is not really one to fear.
For most of us this thing we hold near.
The one thing no one can hide.
The one thing thats on our side.
Identity thats all our own.
The only thing we've ever known.
When all else seems to crumble and to fail.
When that happens our identity wi
A constant pain that never goes away.
Knowing that one happy moment won't stay.
One day everything in life seems fine.
Life falling into a straight line.
The line curving, turning, getting worse.
It feels like a long neverending curse.
People leaving diserting going away forever.
Everything combined has finally pulled the lever.
The cord, the string that used to hold on.
Cut, fraid and forever gone.
Holding your life in the palm of your hand.
Life meaningless much like a grain of sand.
The one cut, or blow that could end it all.
Waiting, hoping, praying that someone will call.
Don't know if anyone could possibly do anything.
Th
The boy in the corner by the wall.
The one most make trip and fall.
The one who sits alone at the lunchroom table.
Most think him only a fable.
A card playing loner.
Not a suicidal stoner.
A psycho to some a committed felon.
Really a normal kid just a little depressed.
Thinks it's all over he could finally rest.
Then the next day is just like the last.
He has no problem he's just a social hazard.
Getting older his problems don't change.
To him civilization far out of range.
The older he is the worse he gets.
But atleast now he doesn't through fits.
When he was young no attention was drawn.
No one there to tell him it would be
Verse 1:
The government wants us to believe even though they decieve. Lies flowing through minds. Crupted with thoughts of dominaton. For this one nation.
Refrain:
Bound, shackled, tied together. We are all led to believe in a dream. The American dream of peace love and freedom. When really it's war, hate, and discrimination.
Verse 2:
Bombing inisint civilians. Leaving the ones left alive to gaze at the desruction, and mourn the deaths of many. Our government seems to think this ia an act of justice for the right of freedom. But no it's an act of war only justified by hate.
Refrain:
Bound, s
They say the world was created in seven days.
How can that be when all there was, was a bit of haze.
Some believe the ocean was created first, others say the sun.
Who really knew how it all begun.
As dirt and debrie fly by so the world began.
The last thing to be created was a single man.
They say the creator made him out of clay.
Then finally the man arose from where he once lay.
The man got tired of living all alone.
So while he slept that night a lady from him sewn.
A single rib was taken from his side.
And from that a women was to abide.
And they lived in a garden where everything was proficient.
Both of them were very self-s
It was the beginning of a warm spring day in early April. The sun had not yet peeked over the horizon, but it was shooting beams of light into the cloudless gray sky. The world was still, as if holding its breath in anticipation. Not a leaf rustled, not a bird sang. Then, just as a film of gold appeared on the horizon, the screeching cry of a newborn baby was heard.
In a quaint cottage on the outskirts of Orodai, a son was born to Coia and Seorsa Naur. Seorsa lay in bed, exhausted yet glowing with joy. She held in her arms a tiny baby boy with a bit of golden fuzz on his head and eyes of royal blue. When she had gathered the strength to spe
I know it can be hard not knowing what to do.
Sometimes thinking is the hardest thing to do.
It's hard sitting there watching the world pass you by.
Watching and waiting as things dwindle and die.
Like a never ending flame lost in a sea of light.
One individual in for the fight.
Whether by choice or by chance the fight goes on.
Everyday isn't the same, though they begin with dawn.
As the night draws nearer so the sky turns dark.
Leaving an impression a lowly mark.
Whatever happens I want you to know.
I am here for you it's not just a show.
The emotions I give to you are the real deal.
I give you my heart, yours now to steal.
Hop
Current Residence: South Carolina Favourite genre of music: Punk Operating System: Windows 7 MP3 player of choice: My ipod Shell of choice: Crab Skin of choice: My own Favourite cartoon character: Saya Otonashi
Hey everyone,
I haven't been on for awhile. I have been very busy with school and things. But the latest news. I am single for the first time in over a year. It is a very odd feeling indeed. Have been single for almost a month that is the longest since I moved to Florida almost 3 years ago. I kinda don't know how to be single. Kinda strange huh? well I have to get back to me homework now. Byes
Way to many people lie. I swear to god people are fucking stupid as shit. Specially when they hear the truth and don't take the time to think about it. Then they deny everything. What would you do if your friend was going out with one of your best friends. SHe cheated on him then lyed to him telling him some bullshit then lyed to me saying she told him everything. But when I talk to him about it he doesn't know like anything about it. Know I lost 2 friends because one loves to fuck around with people and the other believes everything she says. Life is so full of shit.
Hey darling! xxxKasperxxx is now under MaJolie. The old name was lame and was wearing thin anyway, so Iv got a new name, new page, new everything. Visit soon!!! xoxo
Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil